Wednesday, December 2, 2009

What a Mess!


Mangosalad! What came first? The taste? Smell? Color? Word? Stash of yarn? I really don’t know. Shortly before I shipped Bears 101 to 140 to Minneapolis, I saw flashes of hot pink and bright green before my eyes. I lingered over an orange. Tried to remember what color a papaya is on the inside. I sorted out some brightly colored yarns. It might have been a mango salad that established itself in my mind. It might have been a color combination for the next Bear. At any rate Mangosalad became my battle cry after the box filled with Bears had arrived safely at Mother Bear’s house.

Three days ago sunshine woke me to a perfect day for action. Four Bears were almost finished; I rushed to the store to buy fruit, came home and assembled fruit, yarn, and Bears on the kitchen table.

“What a mess,” I said out loud, staring at the unorganized pile of props. Then I went outside to check the lighting. High noon – a terrible time to take photographs. But I started anyway by lining up my ingredients on the porch table. The first batch of pictures was awful. Bears cast tall shadows against the background. Brown poster board underneath a platter of fruit made the scene too solid, too dark. Fruit and yarn didn’t relate to each other at all. I deleted the images, tried to organize my thoughts. What am I trying to see? What am I trying to say?

A bowl of yarn reminds me of a bowl of fruit.

I like the cheery lightness of a fruit salad.

The Bears remind me of a mango salad.

I want these Bears to be ambassadors of happiness

Hey, I like mango salad.

And here you have it…… The Incredible Lightness of Mangosalad Dreams!






The Incredible Lightness of Mangosalad Dreams

A bowl of yarn reminds me of a bowl of fruit.

I like the cheery lightness of a fruit salad.

The Bears remind me of a mango salad.
I want these Bears to be ambassadors of happiness.

Hey! I like mango salad!
And here you have it ..... the Incredible Lightness of Mangosalad Dreams!

Monday, November 16, 2009

Pink Bears - Number 126 to 140 - One by One

Bear Number 140

Bear Number 139

Bear Number 138

Bear Number 137

Bear Number 136

Bear Number 135

Bear Number 134

Bear Number 133

Bear Number 132

Bear Number 131

Bear Number 130

Bear 129

Bear Number 128

Bear Number 127

Bear Number 126


Sunday, November 15, 2009

Pigging out on PINK



A compulsive personality must feed its habits. When the doctor disallowed my pizza binges, the economy clipped my ink and photo paper buying wings, and time constraints cut down on my internet surfing hours, I had to find another way to express my enthusiasm for ordinary pleasures. I started to pig out on PINK. How many Bears would I be able to knit in two shades of pink and a few skeins of white yarn? Without repeating? I think the answer is that this could go on forever. But I have only knitted fifteen pink and white Bears with skirts that proclaim, “Look at this! It’s a girl Bear!” And I must admit that I have satisfied my craving for pink.

Tomorrow, when I take a load of Bears – forty of them – to the UPS store to be shipped off to Mother Bear, fifteen of them will fly high, shouting singing, praising the color pink. The others will smile - in a non-pink way – quietly – secure in their own colors. And then the last pink Bear knitted – Number 140 - I’ve named her Frances – will say, “I don’t see what the commotion is all about. We are all the same inside.”

I will nod, thinking of all the bags of polyester fiberfill I have bought in the last two years. I will hand the box over to the agent. Pay the shipping fee. And as I walk back to my car I will ponder the colors for Bear number 141. I’ve already bought “Limelight” and “Butterscotch.” Will leftover pink get along with those two? And what face color should I use? Maybe “Chocolate.” Hmmmm – Chocolate!

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Garden Variety

I took these Bears into the garden after I finished them. It seemed to be the thing to do, since I divided my time this morning between snipping herbs, picking tomatoes, watering flowers, knitting, stuffing, and "facing" Bears.

I wanted the first thing they would see to be a sunny world, a world of beauty and of growth. So often the things we see and hear about are those of loss, of shrinking values, of shrinking resources, and of shrinking opportunities.

I believe that in the face of shrinking values we have to stay strong.

In the face of shrinking resources we have to replenish and redistribute what is available.

In the face of shrinking opportunities we have to seek new ones.

All this I see much clearer when I am in the garden, and I wanted my hopes to be imprinted into my Bears while their faces are still young.

Bear Number 124



Bear Number 123


Bear Number 122



Bear Number 121




Bear Number 120






Sunday, July 19, 2009

The Day After the Celebrations

This is Bear Number 119
I finished him while I was watching the
Mandela Day Concert last night.