Thursday, June 12, 2008

Welcome to Bear School (more about the Rainbow Nation)


After an hour of barely acceptable monologue and a few tempering words from Pearl, Zwanga walked around the truck, frowning, bending down here and there, finally wiping his hands on his overalls, “It should make it to the school, but I better come along to make sure.”

Pearl Nobuntu nodded. She didn’t ask what had caused the vehicle to break down or what kind of repairs had been done. She was convinced that nothing ever fell apart the same way twice, so why burden your brain with such information. It was more important to attend to tasks at hand.

“Let’s go Bears! We have two hours of road ahead of us. Two hours until you meet the other Bears. Until you learn…” Her voice trailed off as she watched Zwanga swing a long leg over his motorcycle.

“Learn what?”

“You will learn some proper words. You will learn to say ‘hello’ in eleven of South Africa’s languages. And ‘thank you,’ and ‘please.’”

Miss Nobuntu pushed the last Bear back into the overland truck and took her seat at the steering wheel. “Better ride ahead of us,” she shouted to Zwanga,” my sandstorm is bigger than yours.”

Zwanga grinned and gunned the motorcycle into the road, leaving behind a formidable trail of flying debris. Mis Nobuntu shook her head; the Bears giggled. And off they went.

Soon the Bears went back to sleep. Pearl hummed an old tune that mocked the relationship between men and women. Then she imagined herself sitting in Zwanga’s workshop, the one he had built right next to his one room house. She saw herself pouring tea into a chipped cup while he talked about cell phones, about progress. She smiled.

When she left the main road the Bears were awakened by the truck’s lurches across the bumpy terrain. Pearl brought it to a stop a few meters away from a very large Baobab. Its two trunks bowed outward, like two friends off into different directions, but they changed their minds and grew together about twenty feet from the ground, providing an arch that served as the entrance to the school property.

“One after the other,” Pearl guided the Bears. She wanted them to notice and remember the gateway to their new lives as they walked through the giant Baobab.

Zwanga had already parked his motorcycle at the far corner of the lot. He was watching Bears in front of the one-room school hut as they paraded around in pairs and addressed each other like actors during rehearsal of a play.

“We are practicing,” one of them said when Pearl Nobuntu asked what all the shouting was about.

“Hoe gaan dit met you?” the Bear read from a small booklet as he bowed in front of her. “That’s Africaans,” he whispered. “It means ‘how are you?’”

“Ke gona,” she smiled, and she too, whispered, “this means ‘I’m fine’ in Sepedi.”

“Ngicela sikhatsi?” she asked in a louder voice, addressing the rest of the Bears, but nobody understood her.

“We haven’t learned that yet.”

“I am asking you what time it is in Siswati. I am your teacher. I’m late because my truck broke down. Let’s go inside and see what you’ve learned so far. ”

A very young assistant teacher stood in the doorway of the room. She welcomed Pearl Nobuntu’s arrival with a sigh of relief. “They don’t listen to me,” she complained. They don’t understand anything I say.”

“Oh my Dear,” the older woman said, “they do understand. Bears are very sensitive. They are the best listeners once they have found a child in need. We are just giving them a few extra tools. So be patient with them. Enjoy them while they are here.”

She walked to the back of the room where two Bears were pointing at various African words. She nodded approvingly. “Good. Good.” She listened to the young, enthusiastic voices as she circulated among several groups. When she opened her arms, motioning a gesture of welcome, laughing her deep, happy laugh, the room became quiet.

“Hello little friends.” she said, “Welcome to Bear School.”

Zwanga, arms folded over his chest, stood next to the young assistant in the doorway.

“Isn’t she the best,” he said without a question mark at the end of the sentence. And he spoke to nobody in particular when he continued to voice his admiration of Pearl Nobuntu.

“Isn’t she just fabulous!”


Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Thank you again!



All my Bears have found sponsors. I want to say "thank you" again to everybody who has helped me with the $3.00 that need to accompany each Bear when I send them all in. I finished Bear number eighty yesterday and today I am beginning the final twenty. Since they already have sponsors I can concentrate on knitting now.

I wish everybody in my memoir group a great summer and promise to write about things other than BEAR in the fall. Well, maybe some BEAR.































Sunday, June 8, 2008

The Day After


It is impossible not to knit. But then, I know this and was not surprised when my hands reached for the half-finished body of Bear number seventy-six. At nine in the morning. The day after I had sworn off regular blogging, regular photographing, and regular knitting, in favor of a less rigid approach to summer, some gardening, more reading, a couple of weeks of preparing for my Alaska trip.

Later that day, over lunch in the park, I wanted my thoughts to be “fancy free.” But they fancied!! When I admitted to myself that I wouldn’t mind if they worked on the unfinished book report about Victorian women travelers, they fancied a meeting between Pearl Nobuntu and Mary Kingsley. What would these two women say to each other? My invention, the modern South African overland truck driver and teacher, in charge of a new crop of teddy bears, and the famous Victorian lady who left behind her well-ordered life in search of adventure in West Africa.

First of all, I think, Pearl Nobuntu would climb down from her lofty seat in the truck, smooth out the folds of her comfortable bush skirt, take a few steps toward the other woman and hold out her solid, dark hand.
“Hello! I’m Pearl Nobuntu. Sorry about the dust.” She’d look at Mary Kingsley with pity. Why would anybody wear a black blouse and black long skirt on this road? She looked rather helpless, covered from head to toes with a layer of red sand. And why would this woman travel without anybody by her side? She must be courageous.

Mary Kingsley, unaware of her looks, happy to see a friendly native, would hurry toward Pearl, shake her hand and smile.
“Glad to meet you.” She would hold up a notebook with her other hand – a well-manicured, pale, Victorian lady’s hand - and explain, “I’m looking for a big Baobab and have made a map of its location, but it seems I am wrong in my measurements. I am unable to find it.

“Ahhhh. The famous Baobab. You’re very close. We’re on our way to it ourselves.” She’d notice the question mark on Kingsley’s face and explain, “I have a truckload of Bears with me. We’re on our way to the schoolhouse. The Baobab – it’s hollow at the bottom, like an arch, and it forms the gateway to our school. You must have passed the crossroad.”

Kingsley’s face would light up. “Would you mind giving me a ride, then?”

If Pearl Nobuntu had her doubts about Mary Kingsley’s abilities, she’d soon change her mind. Mary would stuff the notebook into her canvas bag, hoist her skirt above her knees, hold its folds together with one hand, and pull herself up into the front passenger seat of the truck with her other hand.

Pearl would offer her tea from the thermos. “My friend Zwanga rescued us with tea and bread, but the Bears ate all the bread. Nothing left but some tepid tea.”

“Lovely,” Mary would say. “Where are these Bears you are talking about?”

With a laugh Pearl would explain, “They are asleep again. My truck died with a pffft yesterday and we had to spend the night out here in the desert. The mechanic fixed it this morning and as soon as we took off, after breakfast, the Bears went back to sleep.”

Soon Pearl Nobuntu would turn the steering wheel sharply to the right and navigate into a partially hidden driveway. They would stop in front of the Baobab.

“Beautiful!” Mary Kingsley would exclaim. “It’s even grander than I had expected.”

Her exclamation would drown in Bear jubilations. “We’re here. We’re here.” They’d tumble all over each other trying to jump off the truck.

Zwanga, standing under the Baobab, would feel a slight pang of indecision. He had changed out of his overalls and looked forward to helping Pearl down to the ground, but the lady in black was a visitor and he’d have to bow to convention.

“May I help you? May I escort you to the visitors’ lounge?”

Mary’d take his offered hand graciously but as soon as she’d touch ground she’d run toward the tree. “Perfect,” she’d say. “Just perfect.”



Happy with the outcome of the meeting between my imagined heroine, Pearl Nobuntu, and the woman I was about to introduce to my memoir writing group as an unlikely, yet seasoned traveler, I folded my notes, returned the pen to my backpack, sealed my lunch leftovers into the Ziploc bag, and returned to knitting.

Thursday, June 5, 2008

Summer Break



They said, “Remember this moment; it is an important moment in history!”

Congratulations, Senator Obama! I will indeed remember this moment. I cried a few tears of joy.

Your email of June 3, 2008, 7:04:36 P.M. Pacific Daylight Time informed me, in part, that, “This is our time. Our time to turn the page on the policies of the past and bring new energy and new ideas to the challenges we face.”

I sat at my computer desk, surrounded by all the things I love: books, journals, yarn, cameras, photographs, maps, binders filled with research, dolls, bears, candles, flowers, printouts of emails, an unfinished book report, and a bar of chocolate that was divided into three parts. I was only going to eat part one. Over the course of the evening, in my excitement, I also inhaled parts two and three.

I was knitting Bear number seventy-five while I was listening to CNN and reading newly posted messages on the website of my online book club. It was quite late when I finished the Bear. I had to take his picture using flash. I didn’t have anything to say about him because I was preoccupied with other things all day.

And then I thought, I need a break. Summer months are busy; So many engagements, chores, tasks. I realized that I would have to disengage myself from my present eight to ten hour knitting time to attend to the other events in my life. Since February 24 I have not missed a single day of knitting, photographing, writing (at least a sentence or two). Now I want to spend a month catching up on gardening, researching Alaska for my upcoming cruise, walking the creek (instead of walking back and forth in my house while knitting) talking more to family and friends, attending the opening day of the Frida Kahlo exhibit in San Francisco, preparing questions for the “Wonders of our Water Works Tour,” and, in general, enjoying Bear knitting without worrying about finishing one a day or photographing or blogging.

Yes, I will continue to knit and to photograph, and, if I have something to say, will blog, but none of it will be daily until the second week in July, at which time I will report on my progress on a daily basis again. My calculations tell me that I will be finished with all one hundred Bears sometime in August and I will either have them shipped by my Mother Bear Project drop off LYS people, ship them myself, or deliver them personally to the Mother Bear Project in Minneapolis during the first week of September.

Thanks for the support you all have given me. I shall continue my daily communication on Monday, July 7th.

Gisela

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

Conflict of Interest


Today I had planned on working on Tyana's pink t-shirt only
but Bear number seventy-five insisted on being finished.

Monday, June 2, 2008

How Bear Number Seventy-three Gets a Face

I am trying to show how I give the Bear a face but this time

I post each picture separately to avoid scrambling them.


In with the needle from the back of the neck.